What is this happening?! I am confused.. :( ?!?!?

if possible, balance both - your studies and him. not easy but now studies should prevail. get that scores and u will much happier in the future. so think of the future and of him too. if it works out, well and good and have a good future together. it may not so leave your options open. dont use blinkers. be friends to others so as to distract a little. in a few days, when he comes back - see whats next. chance to meet? try to keep an open mind. cheeeers and all the best